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Note to Self (176) Detachment

There’s something eerie about this dread that is falling upon me, like a rain of sadness, washing my happiness away, and filling me up with guilt. Loneliness, never far out, awaits my return. No matter what I do, where I go, if I look behind me, I see the shadows of my past looming, and…

Note to Self (165) The End

Alright, for those who have been following the several episodes of my falling out with a very good friend, this post will be the last I’m going to write on the subject. First, I want to say to the commenters out there who claimed I was unable to feel apathy and nurture relationships, well, your…

Note to Self (164) Progress

Well… Listening to my heart wasn’t such a bad idea after all. My friend made the first step to talk about our falling out. That friendship meant too much to fail so quickly. But we all needed time to recover. So we will talk, and see how far we can go. Everything happens for a…

Note to Self (159) #Break-up

One friendship has died. The past weekend was full of surprises and drama. Lots of drama. More than enough for a while at least. The Hamptons. Once again, I decided to go there, and expected to spend a good time. Two days of no sleep, arguing, cursing, and breaking up with my best friend of…