You, the liar, the backstabber, the individual who I thought loved me for me. You haven’t digested the fact that we’re done. You don’t want to see me work on my problems and improve my life because you know you’re a loser. So let me tell you this: being sober makes me want to show…
Friendship. It comes and goes. Sometimes you fuck up something good, because you’re just a moron, and then when you realize what you lost, you either live in denial or you take action. Apologize. Make amends. Find a way back to where you were before you behaved like an asshole. Well, when things actually work…
Alright, for those who have been following the several episodes of my falling out with a very good friend, this post will be the last I’m going to write on the subject. First, I want to say to the commenters out there who claimed I was unable to feel apathy and nurture relationships, well, your…
Well… Listening to my heart wasn’t such a bad idea after all. My friend made the first step to talk about our falling out. That friendship meant too much to fail so quickly. But we all needed time to recover. So we will talk, and see how far we can go. Everything happens for a…
I’d like to make amends for all the pain I caused with my stupid behavior. All the times I didn’t think clearly, all the times I was blinded by my anger. If I hurt you in any way, I’m deeply sorry. Am I going to repeat the patterns that caused me to lose some people…
This post is a sequel to my early post Break-Up, available here: https://themanicheans.wordpress.com/2012/08/27/note-to-self-159-break-up/ *** Friendships. Relationships. I see friends as lovers except they don’t share sex. Everything else is there though: trust, loyalty, respect. Without those, no friendship can exist. I had many friends. But the really good ones? Barely a few. Especially the best…
One friendship has died. The past weekend was full of surprises and drama. Lots of drama. More than enough for a while at least. The Hamptons. Once again, I decided to go there, and expected to spend a good time. Two days of no sleep, arguing, cursing, and breaking up with my best friend of…
I’ve had the privilege or the misfortune – depending on how you look at it – to experience once again a falling out with someone I considered a friend. Take it as naivete on my part, or simply the genuine willingness to open up and share stories with a kindred spirit, it seems nowadays people…
I want to go for a walk in the park. Away from the crowd, out of work and far from all the responsibilities that pollute my every day routine. And walking seems like the perfect solution to clear my head. Rationale = Romeo Judgment = Juliet Emotional roller coasters aren’t fun, and I’m no lover…
In every cloud there’s a silver lining. I happen to be blind to the lining more than once, but after a long time spent in frustration, I finally see it. I give myself enough determination to push beyond the walls that prevent me from moving forward, and force me to slow down. I’m too impatient…
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