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Note to Self (103) My Holiday Wishes

You know, holidays always bring back memories and bittersweet feelings I cannot ignore despite my hardest efforts to wash them away from my brain. They stick like super glue to the walls of my head, and I shake them but they create a big mush of craziness that ultimately prevents me from sleeping well and drives…

Note to Self (102) Brazil

On November 23, 2011, we took a plane from New York JFK at 8 pm and landed in Sao Paulo the next morning around 8 am. The sun was high in the sky and the weather felt incredibly warm. Thanksgiving and the turkey seemed so far away. I forgot about my morning commute, work, the…

Note to Self (100) Picture crush

I’m not sure whether my separation and divorce made my heart thicker or more sensitive to sudden infatuations; moments of the day where I lose my mind over a guy I saw two minutes earlier on my way to work and I’ll never spot again. Our eyes met for a split second and my dreams awoke…

Note to Self (97) Your Soul

It felt like a scream in the middle of the night. You gave me your all, without hesitation and without fear. You held my hands and you showed me your light. I looked inside your heart and I saw it: your soul. Beautiful and strong, it guided me to your world. Colors melted, running like a…

Note to Self (96) Halloween

I don’t think an adventure like this could have happened without a few bumps on the road. We were ready to organize the party of the century. We ended up renting a bus that looked like it came from the gates of an old 80s movie. People canceled, other got stuck home because of the…

Note to Self (95) Limitless

Whatever you want to achieve, you can do it. Use the power of your mind and possibilities will be endless. Be your best adviser. Never doubt your own judgment. You want to conquer the world. What other people believe doesn’t matter. You can do what you want. You seek to reach the highest level and…

Note to Self (94) Hangover

Flashes of light danced before my eyes. I let the crowd take me over and I drowned. I woke up this morning and found a taxi receipt on the living room table. I poked my eyes thinking my contacts were still on because I somehow could see clear. I had slept barely five hours. My…