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Note to Self (67) My pain and me

I’m sad, angry, in pain. I try to stay cool but deep inside I just want to break everything around me. My life feels like a house of cards ready to be swept away by my wrath. When will this hell be finally over? I can’t cry… Not now, not ever. Don’t let them see…

Note to Self (66) My story about ghosts

I turned on my television today, wondering what I could watch that would not suck my brain into a void of intelligence for the rest of the night. I landed on a little show called “Ghost Adventures”. First and foremost, I’d like to make a statement to my horror followers: I usually don’t write about…

Note to Self (61) Drunk

After miraculously catching a cab under a pouring rain, I came home drunk, my thoughts lost in a magical blur. I heard every drop land on the windows of my small apartment, and I felt lucky I made it just in time before getting completely drenched. I enjoyed being safe inside, knowing that nobody could…

Note to Self (60) Pain

I feel a pain that’s impossible to describe, and a sense of helplessness that drives me nuts. I open my mouth but nobody seems to hear me. I hate myself so much for the stupid shit I did. I should have been smarter, I should have known. But how? I was so young and no…

Note to Self (59) Snowhite

She stared at the powder for a long time, hesitantly playing with the straw that lied on the table before her. She had never done hard drugs before. She heard so many stories of kids snorting too much of it and overdosing in bathrooms of clubs. She wasn’t sure whether she should start a habit…