In every cloud there’s a silver lining. I happen to be blind to the lining more than once, but after a long time spent in frustration, I finally see it. I give myself enough determination to push beyond the walls that prevent me from moving forward, and force me to slow down. I’m too impatient…
It has been quite a while since I posted on this site. I went through a harsh time, mostly I felt depressed and unable to get rid of the funk I was stuck in. I still am in a funk, but I try to stay positive. It’s hard. I’m very unhappy with a lot of…
I’m hitting the bottom again. I’m unhappy with a lot of things, frustrated with my life as it is, and I want it to change. I’m tired of the routine, I’m tired of the boredom. I just want to escape and do what I was meant to do. But how? Misery loves company. I feel…
I like when life takes me by surprise and shows me new stuff I didn’t think were possible. Of course, the new stuff can be bad and ugly like the unfortunate episode with Mr. Whitecastle face you can re-read or read here. Other times, the new stuff is simply awesome. Where does the awesomeness begin?…
I needed to get out and take a walk. I started pacing through the streets, seeking my oxygen, my freedom, my sanity. I couldn’t stay inside anymore. I was suffocating. I hit the crowd of commuters but didn’t mind them coming at me like an angry river wanting to sweep me away. I swam upstream…
OMG. I’m so tired. I went to a hockey game last night and it was awesome. I drank beer like there was no tomorrow… and now I am tired. Sigh. My fault. I can only blame myself. I already drank last week for another hockey game, and then St Patrick’s Day came… and my energy went…
“A lot of people ask me.. stupid fucking questions A lot of people think that.. what I say on records or what I talk about on a record, that I actually do in real life or that I believe in it Or if I say that, I wanna kill somebody, that.. I’m actually gonna do…
I didn’t choose to be born. I didn’t make my father divorce your mum and remarry. I didn’t ask you to be my brother. Well, technically, half-brother. But does it really matter? Have you ever been a brother to me? You hate me for unknown reasons. We live in the same town and we ignore…
I’m going to sound corny. I know I am. Because to a perfect stranger, I look like I know what I’m talking about every time I open my mouth. Well… I feel intimidated by a lot of smarter people all the time, and I hide my nervousness by just staying silent and observing, like I’m…
I haven’t looked at these pictures in a while. It feels weird to look at them now. I think they belong to another world, and the girl wearing the white gown and the veil isn’t really me. I guess it’s me after all. I never believed in fairy tales, and the prince charming story didn’t…
The Manicheans 