I felt lazy today. I had the best intentions to work on my novel, but my lazy sleepy cats looked so cute doing nothing, I decided not to do anything myself. When guilt finally took me over, I gave a peek at my novel…. to no avail. Inspiration was dead. Maybe it went on a…
Here I am, weeping about old memories of my cat, that I lost 13 years ago. I’m such a ball of mixed feelings and emotions right now. I just keep crying, and I can’t even understand why. Nobody hurt me and I didn’t think of ugly stuff that happened in my past so why am…
I feel like a lunatic right now. I was almost weeping on the bus home, ready to break the dam and openly cry because I read this story about this man, Lesism, who reminisced losing his cat thirteen years ago. The story was so poignant that I could not help myself but reminisce about the…
Where I come from, we don’t use xoxoxoxo to express our affection when we send a message. We just write “kiss” not even “hugs”, because the French don’t really hug that much. They just kiss a lot. Maybe that’s why it’s called a “French” kiss. Anyhow, I was wondering what xoxoxox meant at a deeper…
You’re my beautiful stranger and you just cast a spell on me. It’s like a drug. I’m not really sure how we met. I guess I woke up one day and then you were suddenly part of my life. Things happen so quickly in this world. I remember a few years back, when I started…
You know who I am, what I think and how I feel. You hide in the dark somewhere in this world and you wait to show your true self in the light of your love, just to impress me. You’re my soul mate. I don’t know you yet, and I have no idea when we’ll…
I like to feel powerless because it gives me a sense of my own fragility. We can’t live forever, and even if we tried, would that make us happier? I want to know I will die someday, so that my life has a meaning, a beginning and an end, like the stories I write. My…
I know you want to hurt me because you think I hurt you. You don’t seem to understand that our relationship was ill, and that nothing could be fixed unless both of us worked at it. I’m not here to cast the blame, I’ve moved on already. Yes, I still cry thinking about what life…
I’m getting high on working a lot. The more hours I put in, the more I push myself to do more. It’s exhilarating. I come home and I’m drained, but I feel good. In the past, I always got criticized for being so busy, not being able to go out or drive away to the…
This is strange. I woke up today, and I felt at peace. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the same person I see every day. But inside, it just felt different. I got dressed, and put on my make up. When it was time for me to pick the jewelry I would…
The Manicheans 