You’re my beautiful stranger and you just cast a spell on me. It’s like a drug. I’m not really sure how we met. I guess I woke up one day and then you were suddenly part of my life. Things happen so quickly in this world. I remember a few years back, when I started…
You know who I am, what I think and how I feel. You hide in the dark somewhere in this world and you wait to show your true self in the light of your love, just to impress me. You’re my soul mate. I don’t know you yet, and I have no idea when we’ll…
I like to feel powerless because it gives me a sense of my own fragility. We can’t live forever, and even if we tried, would that make us happier? I want to know I will die someday, so that my life has a meaning, a beginning and an end, like the stories I write. My…
I know you want to hurt me because you think I hurt you. You don’t seem to understand that our relationship was ill, and that nothing could be fixed unless both of us worked at it. I’m not here to cast the blame, I’ve moved on already. Yes, I still cry thinking about what life…
I’m getting high on working a lot. The more hours I put in, the more I push myself to do more. It’s exhilarating. I come home and I’m drained, but I feel good. In the past, I always got criticized for being so busy, not being able to go out or drive away to the…
This is strange. I woke up today, and I felt at peace. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the same person I see every day. But inside, it just felt different. I got dressed, and put on my make up. When it was time for me to pick the jewelry I would…
I could not wake up this morning. It felt like my eyelids wanted to stayed glued together forever. I had the weirdest dream last night too. I dreamt that I was visiting some friends who were having a party. One girl whom I did not know had prepared some dessert and gave some to everybody…
I had a dream last night. I dreamt that my husband and I were getting back together. What a nightmare! In my thoughts though, everything worked out for the best. He had changed… What a fluke. I have no other motivation right now but working and working more, always harder, just to forget the bullshit…
June 9, 2011. In exactly 3 days it will be my three year anniversary. Well, not that it matters anymore. I guess I kind of knew even three years earlier that this relationship was doomed to fail. I gave it a shot anyway. Who does not believe in miracles? Life takes turns we don’t expect…
I hate this guy. He thought he could screw me over and then pretend like nothing happened, but life does not work that way. I’m angry. I want to use my fists and punch him hard right where it hurts real bad. He’s a tool, like every other guy before him. All they want is…
The Manicheans 