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Note to Self (90) My artistic rebellion

My life has always been about writing. Already as a little kid, I knew I wanted to be a writer when I grew up. Words are my thing. It’s difficult to explain to people who don’t write why I enjoy doing it so much. Some see it as a complex intellectual exercise; others simply don’t understand…

Note to Self (89) Friends

A thought keeps hitting me on the back of the head. A thought that annoys me, angers me, upsets me. I want to get rid of that feeling but it keeps coming back, nagging me. Nibbling then biting, eating my flesh, wanting my full attention. I finally listen. Somebody’s been unfair to me. Who? A…

Note to Self (88) To my first crush

He bore a girl’s name. Camille. Short, blond hair, freckled face, brown eyes and a huge grin. Ten years old. Last year of elementary school before graduation to secondary school. That boy liked me. A lot. He used to play soccer during recess and he always yelled my name every time he scored a goal. He stared at me…

Note to Self (87) Sleep

Sleep. Why do I need it? Why does it matter anymore? I want to drown in a pool of dreams and never wake up, until I’ll find an exit from my plight by leaving my eyes shut. I am the vessel that carries a new breed of thinking, never to be stopped by the boundaries…

Guest Post (7) Dennis Sheehan

Welcome to Dennis once again – he’s giving us more of his beautiful prose to read!! I’m very excited to have him on this platform, please follow him on Twitter @bydennissheehan and @dennissheehan. ***************************** There is something very comforting in experiencing a power outage. Earlier this evening the storm raged, wind, rain and hail. It…

Note to Self (86) For Krystal

Lost in a million year old fog, I climbed up the mountain, trying to catch sight of my prey. I believe it lingered by a crevasse after one of my arrows penetrated one of its front legs, but I stood too far to have a good aim at its heart. The white fur blended with the snow. I had…

Guest Post (6) Dennis Sheehan

Dennis is becoming a regular on the Manicheans. Please follow him on Twitter @bydennissheehan and @dennissheehan. Ladies and Gentlemen, Dennis Sheehan! ******************************** I painted a water color on paper which I entitled “White Nights”. I had painted many paintings before, some in water colors, some in acrylic and others in oils but none held the…

Note to Self (85) Faucets

Exchanging ideas with a fellow tweep yesterday, who wondered what she could blog about, and she added “it needs to be about my childhood”, I asked myself: could I write a post about my childhood? I tend to let words take control and I talk about my current life, my stressful every day routine and…

Guest Post (5) Dennis Sheehan

Happy Monday everyone! Today I welcome a guest on the Manicheans, Dennis Sheehan. Dennis has quickly become a very good tweep of mine. He’s a true New Yorker, but has lived in China and Russia for over twenty years, and his book “Purchased Power” is on my to read list. Without further ado, I present to…