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Note to Self (195) Back to Black

So I admit, I lost it yesterday. I have these moments where all I want is to die. I just can’t take the pressure anymore. I feel like a failure, a real piece of shit. Then I start writing on this blog and texting close friends and everyone keeps telling me to cut the crap.…

Note to Self (161) Amends

I’d like to make amends for all the pain I caused with my stupid behavior. All the times I didn’t think clearly, all the times I was blinded by my anger. If I hurt you in any way, I’m deeply sorry. Am I going to repeat the patterns that caused me to lose some people…

#Quote of the Day – #Pain – And Video

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not…

#CQ Vampires or Fairies?

I was looking for inspiration. I started brainstorming. What could I blog about this week? Angels? No. Demons? No. Love? Death? Anti-heroes? Nope. I started typing “fairies” in a Google search, and I landed on “Fairies and Vampires” and the first link took me to a “Vampire Fairy Twilight Goth Emo Punk Sk8er Roleplay Gaming…

Note to Self (135) Deliverance

Someone lurks in the dark and I wait for a light to appear and guide me away from this place. I breathe hard and expect to be delivered from the pain I’ve carried for too long. It’s time for change. It’s time for forgiveness. I extend my hand as I try to catch the shadow…