I’ve reached a bottom I did not know existed. I drown myself into my work and stay late at the office so I don’t have to deal with coming to an empty home. The solitude I experience is new to me. I never lived alone until now. When I wake up in the morning, I…
I feel hopeless and empty. I cry myself to sleep because I can’t ignore my heartache. I think and remember all the good and bad things of my past, and when I do, tears come to my eyes. I don’t want to feel that way, but what can I do to change the state of…
I feel like I want things I can’t get because I think they’ll make me happy. I know it’s just an illusion and nothing will really change in the end. I’m a tortured soul with a hungry heart. I sometimes wish I were not so demanding and so impatient because I dream of growing old…
The Manicheans 